Hello! Welcome to what I hope will be the best Wednesday of your life so far.
This evening my theatre company is putting on a show called Date Night (don’t worry, this isn’t a marketing ploy), and so today will mostly be spent rehearsing, folding programmes and having a fight with the sound effects. The reason that I bring the event up (apart from the fact that I’m excited about it) is that I think I’ve finally realised what I love so much about theatre.
I am, as you may possibly perhaps potentially have noticed from previous posts, not so good at relinquishing control. Having said that, like most people I also hugely enjoy the spontaneous, unpredictable and wonderful moments that life throws at us from time to time. (Case in point: you might be in a confusing on/off relationship, get sick of it, go travelling to focus on yourself for a while and then receive a life-changing declaration of undying love from said on/off person. True story, although sadly not mine.) Being a theatre director gives me the best of both worlds: I can dictate the terms of the performance, but I have absolutely no control over what happens on the night. The actors can do what they like on stage, and I will not be able to stop them – not that I’d want to, of course. They’re flipping brilliant at what they do.
I think that it’s incredibly important to find activities that bring out and reconcile the most juxtaposing aspects of our personalities. I am incredibly lucky to have found a way to make something positive out of the fact that I simply MUST be in control at all times, AND want to be pleasantly surprised by life. Not asking much, am I? But if we’re honest with ourselves, we all hold opposing views simultaneously, and we are all trying to find ways to work them out all of the time. There are pessimistic romance-cynics who really want to be swept off their feet, and frantically career-minded professionals who would love to be stay at home parents one day. Everyone is capable of having these contradictions in their minds, and I know that it can be frustrating, but I think that we can all find ways to make those bizarre contrasts work for us. Besides, life is too short to get ourselves in a tangle about having contradictory views. Life is really not a rehearsal (except mine today, which literally is).
To summarise, you are allowed to feel more than one way about life, love and controversial issues. You are all the more interesting for being able to see more than one side of an argument, and that’s saying something, because you are pretty blimming fascinating already.
I hope your commute today is the swiftest and least stressful it’s ever been.